I’m writing with LOVE

I’m writing with LOVE about LOVE. Haha, macamlaa pandai sangat! Yeah right! For a normal person like me cehh!!, to be in love or fall in love is a normal. I’m able to fall in love in a single second and the sense of love will gone on the other second. It might be not a true love but when I think I’m fall in love, I’ll do my best for the person or things that I love. The fact is I always think I’m in love, haha!. Mind be, but it’s the fact. Kinda normal weird aite?

But what is love anyway? Is it a sacrifice? Or is it a way to show of your true madness on a feeling of taking care others? e.g. human being, animals or things or something else, whereby not mentioned just now?

Since I’m writing with love (katanyee..), lets talk about this kinda weirdo ‘crazy’ feeling. I remember a talk with a friend while a short smoking break. He said that love will make you live your life like hell every single day of your life. ‘Erk? Is that so?’ I asked. He replied ‘Of couse, you wouldn’t realize that you’ve changed because of love, doing might be few crazy stuff (whereby I shall not mention here, it might cause you to spend more time reading plus it sounded boring anyway..) and become a more matured person. Plus, you might ended up not realizing that you’ll be humiliated for the rest of your life’. Unsatisfied, I told him that love is a very good thing happened (minus the part of humiliation), or at least one great thing happened on that person. He said ‘Yes, the couple are happy, but think about the other heart.. Will ‘they’ happy then?’. I asked ‘Who?’ and my friend just leave without an answer.

Confused, I continued my work with a mumble. WTF?

Soon I realized that love is weird. Yes, you’re happily live with love ever after but how about others who live without love? How about the one that sacrifice silently for you? How about someone who crazy in love with you (for sure, in this case you didn’t realize it) and to someone who doesn’t have any courage and keep on denying that he/she in love with you?

The society oftenly said that love is everywhere. I’ve lost few friend, see my other friend died because of love, heard the other friend ‘minum losyen sebab nak bunuh diri‘ (OMG! can you believe that? Believe me, that’s what happened) and few other friend didn’t spoke with each other because of love. Where is the love then? If love can be found everywhere, why I’m not able to touch or at least feel it?

But, for me.. as long as I have a chance to love, doesn’t matter who you’re, what you’re.. and where ever you’re, I’ll take that chance because I’ve been alone, without anyone around and I do cried because of that. Believe me it’s a waste of time. Remember the fact that life can’t be reverse and don’t wait until the very last second to show your love, just because of your ego. Live your life to the fullest, make no regret and don’t ever retreat for the sake of LOVE. Go out and fight for your right! Make me proud! Hehehe

aku memang manusia biasa~ yang tak sempurna dan kadang salah~ namun dihatiku hanya satu, cinta untukmu luar biasa!! – Chorus part from Manusia Biasa song by Yovie & Nuno.

Til then, see ya! Peace out